A Journey Into My Submissive Mind

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ihaveacumfetish:

foryourusemistress:

kinkycravings:

Feeding him…

From Her fingers.  i would love that.

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ihaveacumfetish:

foryourusemistress:

kinkycravings:

Feeding him…

From Her fingers.  i would love that.

Omg

(Source: bi-times)

4. The First Day ( The Perfect Day )

Devoted has completed his reading ,  has gone to the gym,  sent me his list of business related to do’s and has completed his first edge.  For my part I have reviewed his business related  “to do’s”  and have created a schedule for my Devoted that will make this an intense week for us both.  

Princess L :   Devoted before you get started on your business related items , I need you to come into the bathroom.  

devoted:    Yes

Princess L:  Yes?   Strip,  Kneel and assume your correction position.  You will refer to me as Princess Love at all times as you were instructed.  Picking up the flogger, I mercilessly strike devoted until I am satisfied.

Now devoted…..  yes what? 

devoted:  Yes Princess L

Princess L:  That’s better.  I am getting ready for my lover devoted and am very excited.  How do I look? 

devoted:     “Gorgeous Princess L”

Princess L:   That’s what I like to hear …  now I called you in here because I have been hydrating all day and need to pee.  When I’m finished I need you to clean me with your tongue. 

devoted:   “Yes Princess L”  

Princess L:   I have sent you an email to your iServePrincessL account.  This email has a list of items for you to complete.  When instructed,  you will read that email and begin on the tasks exactly as they are outlined.   

devoted:  “Yes Princess L”

Princess L:    Now show me the butt plug.

devoted:    I  uhhh .. the plug? I’m sorry Princess L …. 

Princess L:   Strip,  Kneel and assume your correction position.  You will have inserted your ass plug & will leave it in unless I say otherwise or you need to use the restroom.  If you do need to use the restroom.  You will text me and ask permission.  If I grant permission you will re-insert your ass plug immediately afterwards. You know and agreed to this.   Picking up the flogger, I mercilessly strike devoted until I am satisfied.

"Now go get the large plug.  You obviously need something substantial in there to remind you."

devoted:   Yes Princess L

Princess L:    Lay face down on the bathroom floor while I insert this. 

devoted:        “Yes Princess L”

Princess L:      Good …  now that should be a nice reminder that you are my toy this week.  What are you devoted? 

devoted:         “Your toy Princess L”

Princess L:   Now stand and go into the hallway.  I want you to grab the lube and edge until I am ready.

devoted:     Yes Princess L.

devoted remains in the hallway edging as I complete getting ready for my lover.  He’s naked, marked and has a good sized plug in his ass.  I think he’s getting the idea that I am taking this wicked little game seriously this week.  I know he needs this from me.  To be honest .. I’m enjoying this as much as he is … I’m fully committed.

Princess L:   devoted,  I need you to grab my things and escort me to my suite .. you know the place where I’ll be fucking and sucking my lover.  His name btw is Darius … want to guess his color?  Don’t answer that. Just think on it.  

When we arrive to my suite, prepare the room as you should and get out.  You are here to serve me,  not to speak to me. 

Then return to this room,  access the email I sent you and begin your tasks. 

devoted:  Yes Princess L. 

The email I sent devoted required him to:

1.  Ensure the room was absolutely clean & take a shower / get dressed in something nice. 

2.  Go to the stores and obtain: 

Waters

Wine

Condoms

Candles

Healthy Snack Foods

3.  Begin his work tasks for the week  in this order 

a. Build out marketing blog

b. Write up tweets for Twuffer

c. Load Twuffer 

d. Write Scripts

e. Update Tumblr

f. Update Other Business Projects

4.  Keep his fucking cell phone at the ready.

After a few hours I sent him a text. 

Princess L:   ” Grab the lube and come up to my suite”  Speak only when spoken to.  Do you understand? 

devoted:   “Yes Princess L” 

devoted enters and finds my lying on my stomach with my robe on leafing through a magazine. …..

Princess L:    “Strip and show me your butt plug.” 

devoted:        “Yes Princess L”

Princess L:   “Good devoted …  I’m pleased to see you have kept it in all day.”   Because I am pleased I will let you kiss me for 10 seconds.  You’ll be able to taste his cock on my mouth. He was so good I may not brush my teeth all day.   Come kiss me. 

Now you need to fuck the sleeve that is wedged behind my knee… so lube up.  When the timer on my phone goes off,  you will stop,  get dressed, clean my room and leave.  I have another lover coming over. 

devoted:   Yes Princess L

As devoted pulled back my robe,  not only was the sleeve behind my knee revealed but so too was the used… and very full condom from my previous lover.  

Princess L:    That’s right devoted .. that condom was stretched to the max and inside me not 15 minutes ago. I’ll be the cum is still warm.  Put your cheek up to it. I’ll bet that feels good devoted.  You’ll have to let me know how it tastes later.  Now get to fucking your sleeve …. 

devoted:    Yes Princess L.

The timer went off and devoted floundered for a moment…  I said nothing,  did not look at him .. but I was paying close attention.  devoted began to ask …..  

devoted:   ” should I ….”   

Princess L:   Quiet!  Assume the correction position.  Upon entering my room you were instructed to do exactly this:  “Now you need to fuck the sleeve that is wedged behind my knee… so lube up.  When the timer on my phone goes off,  you will stop,  get dressed, clean my room and leave.  I have another lover coming over. “  I have also been clear…  Do not speak unless spoken to. 

Now open your mouth.  

I placed the used condom in devoted’s mouth along with a bite stick…

"You might need it."

WHACK!  I flogged devoted until I was satisfied. 

Now empty the condom into the glass on the table and place the bite stick on my desk.  Then get dressed, clean my room and leave. Do you understand? 

devoted:   Yes Princess L

After devoted had left …. I gave him about 15 minutes and sent him a text……

Princess L:    I have to use the restroom and will need your tongue.  Come to my suite immediately.  Upon entering,  you will remain dressed and kneel outside my bathroom door. Do you understand? 

devoted:    Yes Princess L. 

I heard him enter and could actually feel him kneeling outside the door … It gave me a rush.  I flushed and opened the door.  I looked into his gorgeous eyes,  turned round and buried my ass in his face. …..

Princess L:    “Lick me clean devoted.  Every fucking inch.  I need to get ready and don’t have a lot of time.”

devoted:   a muffled …. “Yes Princess L” 

Once satisfied that he had cleaned me properly … and maybe just a tad longer for sadistic’s sake ….  I turned around and said …

Princess L:   Go.

devoted:   ” Yes Princess L” 

After he had left I gave him about 10 minutes and sent him a text ….

Princess L:   devoted,  I need you to continue with your business tasks for the next two hours.  I will be with my lover .. maybe lovers for a while.   In exactly two hours check your email. Do you understand?

devoted:    Yes Princess L

The email I sent contained links to  two movies each about 15 minutes long and both something I know would drive devoted wild.  The instructions were simple.  Watch one video and edge.  Stop.  Work for one hour and then watch the second video but DO NOT EDGE.  Then go back to work until you hear from me. 

Three & half hours later I sent devoted a text …..

Princess L:     “Come to my room immediately”  Upon entering,  strip immediately,  kneel by the door and await instructions.   Understood? 

devoted:     “Yes Princess L” 

I hear him enter  … give him time to remove his clothes and perhaps a few minutes longer than he would like to kneel by the front door. …  I am lying on the bed on my back,  completely naked with a pool of dried cum on my tummy and belly button.  There are also two used condoms  full of cum on the nightstand. …

Princess L:    Stand and enter my suite devoted.  I am lying on the bed.  Come and stand beside me. 

devoted:      Yes Princess L

Princess L:   As you can see devoted,  Your princess has had a pleasurable afternoon.  I bet your wondering how many lovers I have had.  I mean.. look at all that cum pooled & dried on my belly. Look at the number of used .. full condoms on the nightstand.  Did I have more than one lover at a time?  Don’t answer .. just ponder.

What I will tell you is however many there were fucked and sucked me good.  I have had a number of orgasms today.  Some from their huge cocks .. some from their skilled tongues. 

How many orgasms have you had today devoted? 

devoted:    “Zero Princess L”

Princess L:   That better be true or you may find yourself in the correction position for a long fucking time.  Look at me and tell me .. are you being truthful? 

devoted:    “Yes Princess L”

Princess L:   Good.  Now empty the contents of the condoms into the same glass as the one you used earlier today. It’s in the ice bucket.  Then flush the empty condoms and then return to my side. 

devoted:    Yes Princess L

Princess L:   All this fucking today has made Princess L feel quite insatiable, so I have called another lover over this evening.  I want to look especially good for him & I need you to clean off this dried cum before I take a shower.  You may not touch my pussy but every last drop & flake needs to be cleaned up.  Do you understand devoted?  I am going to look through this room service menu while you attend to your chore.  I will tell you when to stop.  Do you understand devoted? 

devoted:     Yes Princess L. 

Princess L:    “Well fucking get to it.”

devoted:    “Yes Princess L”

I had him lick my body for a good 10 minutes  and then I casually put down the menu and forcefully grabbed a handful of his gorgeous hair…..

Princess L:    “That’s enough”.   Order me a club sandwich then prepare my room for my lover and I.  You are to remain naked.  When the food arrives,  you will wait in the closet naked until the attendant leaves.  If you finish cleaning before the food arrives then you will go in the closet early and stay there. Understood? 

devoted:    Yes Princess L

I remain on the bed in my robe as devoted prepares my room.   I pay him little attention  until there is a knock at the door …  I look at devoted and he walks over and enters the closet naked. The food is delivered and I take some extra time to make small talk with the attendant knowing devoted is naked in the closet.  The attendant leaves ….

Princess L:      “Come out devoted.”   Kneel and present yourself as a table for this tray.  I will be placing it on your back.  Be sure to make your position a comfortable one. .. get some pillows if you need them …. you may be there a while.” But before you do that, pour me a glass of wine.  You will remain in that position until I tell you otherwise.  Do you understand devoted? 

devoted:   “Yes Princess L”

Princess L:  I’m not convinced you were listening repeat exactly what you are to do and not one word more…. Begin. 

devoted:   “Yes Princess L”   I am to come out and first pour you a glass of wine.  Then I am to present myself as a table for your tray.  I should make myself comfortable because I may be in this position a while. 

Princess L:   Why are you required to  do this devoted?

devoted:   Because I am here to serve you Princess L. 

Princess L:   That’s right devoted.  You are here to serve me.  You are my toy.   Now do as you were instructed.

He pours me a glass of wine ….  positions some pillows for his knees and elbows and takes up his position as my table. I place the tray on his back and turn on the television.  I take my time eating. When I’m finished eating,  I leave the tray on his back,  get up an walk over to my desk where I grab a shoelace I purposefully placed there.  

I walk back over to devoted and secure the shoelace to the loop on the butt plug and give it a little tug. 

I remove the tray from his back ….

Princess L:   “You may lay on your stomach devoted.  I need an ottoman,  and your ass will do nicely.  So position yourself properly. “

devoted:     “Yes Princess L”

I grabbed my computer and spent another 20 minutes casually watching tv and checking emails …. and occasionally tugging on the shoelace tied to the plug in his ass

Princess L:   ” I have to use the restroom devoted.  get your tongue ready.”

devoted:    Yes Princess L

This time I remained seated on the toilet and called for devoted

Princess L:   Crawl in here and clean me up.  I need to start getting ready. 

devoted:    Yes Princess L

As he was cleaning me with his tongue while I’m seated on the toilet I outline what comes next ….

Princess L:   After I’m satisfied that you have cleaned me properly,   you will prepare my suite and pick out my wardrobe for the evening.  This lover likes me slutty yet “expensive” so choose wisely. Place the entire wardrobe on my bed. The wardrobe needs to be complete down to the shoes.  Do you understand? 

devoted:   Yes Princess L

Princess L:   Good.  Now get to it. 

devoted:   Yes Princess L

When devoted had finished cleaning my suite and laying out my wardrobe he was visibly aroused and had done a fantastic job ….

Princess L:  You have done well devoted.  you may stay and edge yourself while I get ready for my next lover.  Grab your sleeve and your lube.  When you return, with your sleeve & lube I want you to lay face down on the floor and / or on your side and fuck your sleeve while I get ready.  

devoted:   Yes Princess L 

He returned as instructed and I  ….

Princess L:  While you are edging .. I am going to tell you about the lovers I had today devoted.  About how many there were … how they fucked me .. how they ate my pussy .. how I sucked their cocks. I’m not going to ask you if you’d like that because I already know the answer.  

You will not cum.  If you do there will be hell to pay and no additional orgasms or milkings for the remainder f the week.  

Do you understand? 

devoted:   Yes Princess L

Princess L:   Good… now start fucking your sleeve my toy.

devoted:   Yes Princess L

It took me a long time to get ready.  At least an hour. He stayed hard the entire time and I could tell he was begging for release. …  I was seated in the living room of my suite sipping on a glass of wine…

Princess L:   Stop edging  and stand before me 

devoted:    Yes Princess L

Princess L:   I can tell you are begging for release …. and … it’s not going to happen.   What is going to happen is that you will stand there naked with your butt plug and snap a bunch of photos on my ipad for me.  I am going to send them to my lover tonight after he leaves so he’ll have something to remember.  Go grab my iPad so we can begin. 

devoted:   Yes Princes L 

I stood and had devoted snap a good 40- 50 photos of me in various seductive & revealing photos wearing the outfit he had laid out.  I could hear his breathing grow quick and shallow … he was literally panting…..

Princess L:   Ok.  get dressed and leave.  I would suggest you ice down your balls .. they look strained.   I’ll contact you when and if I need you. 

devoted:   Yes Princes L 

devoted left and after about 15 minutes I sent him a text …

Princess L:   My lover will be here in a moment.  You are to remove your butt plug & clean it along with the entire room.  Then you will take a shower and get dressed into something nice. Slacks and a dress shirt nice. I want you looking like a million bucks.  Then continue working.  No touching,  no bumping your cock against the dressed .. no contact.  

I will reach out to you when I’m ready. 

Do you understand? 

devoted:    Yes Princess L

Princess L:   Good….  bye…  I have a fat cock to ravage and an orgasm to enjoy … I should say ….  another orgasm. 

After about  three hours  I sent devoted a text……

Princess L:   Come to my suite

devoted:     Yes Princess L

When he entered I was seated on the couch .. naked and obviously satisfied….

Princess L:    Remain clothed and take out your cock. 

devoted:  Yes Princess L 

Princess L:   “Kneel and eat my pussy.”   Can you taste him in my pussy?  I’ll bet you can. His thick 9 inches fucked me for a good long time. … Handsome … horny .. he was an animal tonight ….”

Now get up and sit next to me ….

Look at me

I love this guys cock …. I probably sucked and slobbered all over it for at least 40-45 minutes.  I rubbed it all over my face .. my neck …  I know you’ll be able to taste it on my lips .. my tongue… 

So … I’m going to gently stroke our cock while you kiss me. 

I want you to taste and explore every inch of my face , lips and tongue… 

devoted:  Yes Princess L

devoted eagerly kissed me passionately …. he licked and sucked on my neck .. my cheeks .. my chin and lingered over my lips and tongue … I could feel him doing everything possible to taste the inside of my cheeks and even my teeth and gums. This was driving him insane and his cock … it had a heartbeat of it’s own. 

I let him explore for a good 15 minutes or so and then I grabbed a handful of his hair and yanked his head back. …..

Princess L:    I am going to place a blindfold on you.  After I do this you will open your mouth.  Do you understand? 

devoted:  Yes Princess L

I placed the blindfold on him and like pavlov’s dog he opened his mouth. …

Princess L:   You will not swallow what I give you until you are told.  If I ask you a question, you will answer. You will not spit anything out.  If your mouth fills with spit or anything else.. figure out how to keep it there until I tell you otherwise.  Understand? 

devoted: Yes Princess L

I poured the contents of every condom into devoted’s mouth … he knew what it was. 

Princess L:   What did I put in your fucking mouth devoted? 

devoted:   “cum Princess L”   ( garbled answer .. there was a lot of cum ) 

Princess L:  That’s right. cum.  Who’s cum? 

devoted:   your lovers cum Princess L  ( garbled answer .. there was a lot of cum .. and now spit… ) 

Princess L:  That’s right.. you now have my lovers cum in your mouth.  You are a kinky mother fucker my devoted.  Now here is your choice.  I am going to gently stroke  your cock for 10 minutes. You decide .. you can cum tonight into this cup I have and then I’m going to feed it to you  or.. you can hold off and I may let you fuck me tomorrow? 

When the alarm on my phone goes off you will say  “cum”  or you will say tomorrow. 

While I’m stroking this cock you will not fucking swallow or spill a drop.  And you fucking better not cum early.  

Do you understand?   

devoted:   “Yes Princess L”   ( garbled answer .. there was a lot of cum .. and spit now… ) 

Princess L:   Good … lets begin.

He was rock hard before we got started …  I was careful not to over stimulate him as I was sure he would cum at any moment. …He was nearly insane with desire as the alarm went off… there was spit and cum running from the corners of his mouth as he said ……

devoted:  CUM!!!! 

All it took was about three strokes and his body convulsed as he shot huge streams of cum into the glass ….. 

When I was sure he was finished,  I squeezed the last drops from his still hard cock ,  put it away and zipped up his pants. 

Princess L:     “Swallow whats in your mouth and then reopen.

By this time his mouth was so full he really couldn’t answer … and to top it off he was emotionally delirious so perhaps he just forgot…  But he swallowed and reopened his mouth. 

I poured his own cum into his mouth and …

Princess L:     “Swallow whats in your mouth” 

Again he swallowed but did not respond with his required “Yes Princess L “ 

Princess L:   You were a decent servant today devoted although not perfect.  You did not respond with the required  “Yes Princess L “  here at the very end.  I intend to be exceedingly ruthless this week devoted. So tomorrow:

a.   We will begin with our ritual.

b.  You will receive a flogging.  Partly because of your slip here tonight and partly because I just enjoy it.  

c.  I will determine your edges,  involvement,  orgasms etc as I see fit and on a day to day basis. 

d.  I will be very clear and timely with my expectations. 

e.  I intend to be physically and mentally ruthless with you because you are willful otherwise. 

f.  You will begin tomorrow morning as instructed and agreed to earlier today. 

Do you understand? 

devoted:  Yes Princess L 

Princess L:   Good. As a reminder you better have my requirements satisfied by 8:30am  as earlier instructed. As of now, our wicked little game is suspended until tomorrow morning.  

We talked ..  walked .. had dinner and shared wine ……

This was a fantastic day.  Full of pushing limits … and fun! 

And yet .. we were still just us …  the “normal”  us when it was over…. 

Although with a deeper appreciation of our inner selves .. needs and desires …

3. The To Do List ( The Perfect Day )

Princess L:

"I hope you enjoyed your breakfast Devoted.  Now that we have set the stage for how each morning shall begin ,  it’s time for your second to do list.   Once you have attended to the items from  "2.   Rules for the week"   I need you to attend to the following…  but first I need you to roll this pair of dice.  The number you roll will determine how many edges you will have today. "

a. Mind  :  Ignorance infuriates me.  Intellectualism stimulates me so feed your mind first.  You may choose from either reading or completing        an Italian lesson. 

b.  Body:   Get dressed and go to the gym.  You will train for at least an hour and a half.  I want you to weigh yourself today and again on        Friday.  I expect you to lose at least one pound while we are here.  There will be severe consequences if you don’t.  Text me your        weight as soon as you get to the gym.

c.  Work:   I need you to  send a list of “to do”  items to my brandi love email from your iServePrincessL account. 

d.  Edge:  Complete one “edging”  session. An “edge” consists of this … masturbate for 10 min then stop.  Break for 5 min then repeat once and once only. 

e.  Work:  I will have responded to your to do list email by the time you have finished edging.  If I have not then simply sit and await instructions. 

 

Princess L: Based upon what we have discussed here this morning Devoted,  I need you to repeat to me what you need to do beginning now. For every incorrect answer you will receive a correction.

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May 9

2. Rules for the week ( The Perfect Day )

2.   Rules for the week   ( The Perfect Day ) 

Once the stage has been set via the morning ritual I know it would be helpful to me is the rules were set for the day , week etc.  Sometimes  I am willfully disobedient ,  sometimes,  I forget because I am a one thing at a time kind of person and then sometimes I actually think I’m doing the right thing but I’m not. 

Setting rules would be the second item in “The Perfect Day”  ( The Perfect Day ) 

Princess L:        ” Remain in The Position Devoted” 

Devoted:                  “With Pleasure Princess L” 

Princess L:        Pulling on my hair…   “I need to set some rules for today & this week. You will obey them.” 

Devoted:                  “With Pleasure Princess L” 

Princess L: "I may change, remove or add rules at my discretion. If I do,  you will be clearly informed and have an opportunity to acknowledge the change or addition. Do you understand Devoted?"

Devoted: " Yes Princess L" 

Princess L:

1.   “From the moment we rise until I say otherwise, you will refer to me formally and as Princess L.  Even in public.”

2.  ” You will keep your phone on and monitored at all times, even if you are in the middle of doing something for me”

3.  ” Every morning by 8:30am without being asked you shall:

a.  have my coffee ready

b.  have my breakfast  & yours ready

c.  Be showered & be impeccably dressed

d.  You will have prepared my suite for my lover and I. 

e.  You will have inserted your ass plug & will leave it in unless I say otherwise or you need to use the restroom.  If you do need to use the restroom.  You will text me and ask permission.  If I grant permission you will re-insert your ass plug immediately afterwards. 

f.   You will have found a place of higher position for me to enjoy my coffee & breakfast  & one of lower position for you.

g.  You will have laid out my devices of pain on the desk in case I decide to use them.

Princess L: "Do you understand?"

Devoted: " Yes Princess L" 

Princess L: "What do you say to you Princess for being kind enough to provide this much detail?"

Devoted: " Thank You Princess L" 

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May 9

1. Begin With Ritual ( The Perfect Day )

1.  Begin With Ritual  ( The Perfect Day ) 

I truly believe that if Princess L would begin with a ritual it would set the tone for the day, week etc and would also cause the psychological & biological  cascade to begin.  Roles would be defined.  “Characters”  cemented. 

The ritual that would begin my ideal ” Perfect Day” 

A command to assume a position & then the infliction of pain.

    Princess L:        ” Assume The Position Devoted” 

    Devoted:                  “With Pleasure Princess L” 

    Princess L:        Pulling on my hair…   “I have secured your necklace.  You are fucking mine.” 

    Devoted:  ”With Pleasure Princess L” 

    Princess L: "Who are you?"

    Devoted: " I am Devoted" 

    Princess Love: "What are you?"

    Devoted: " I am your toy" 

    Princess L: "That is correct.  You are my toy.  Lets begin."

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    Princess L:    ”I now feel ready to be your Princess L” “Do you                                      now know your place?”

    Devoted:              ”Yes Princess L” 

May 8

femdomgames:

If you feel he does not deserve to touch you, push him back and let him watch you playing with yourself.

(Source: eatpussylivehappy)

May 8

myhappyhusband:

Just gently milking out a ruined orgasm with one finger….

Very hot! 

(Source: gifwiz)

May 8
Devoted, I have a special lover coming over….make sure my choker is straight…
~Princess L

Devoted, I have a special lover coming over….make sure my choker is straight…

~Princess L

May 8

(Source: ifyourelostyoucouldbefound)

May 8

(Source: severin4wanda)

May 8
That’s … “Thank You Princess L” 
Now back to eating my pussy Devoted. 

That’s … “Thank You Princess L” 

Now back to eating my pussy Devoted. 

May 8
Not much needs to be said about the awesomeness that is this little scene.
~Devoted

Not much needs to be said about the awesomeness that is this little scene.

~Devoted

May 7
Impossible to describe the intense feelings associated with the mere possibility of this! 

Impossible to describe the intense feelings associated with the mere possibility of this! 

(Source: iamheteroflexible)

May 7
homemadesub:

"…you can start stroking, darling. Pay attention on my commands…"

homemadesub:

"…you can start stroking, darling. Pay attention on my commands…"

(Source: depravityrules)

May 7
I have emptied the condoms onto my panties devoted.  There’s a lot of cum .. I’ve been busy…
You want to share the experience? 
I want to see you suck my panties clean .. no hands.
begin.
~ Princess L 

I have emptied the condoms onto my panties devoted.  There’s a lot of cum .. I’ve been busy…

You want to share the experience? 

I want to see you suck my panties clean .. no hands.

begin.

~ Princess L